destiel is life
there are ships, there are otps and then there’s deancas
Short video of the first episode of Supernatural Season 10!!
listen up for a sec ok because nothing makes me happier than seeing misha collins, who was bullied as a kid and who grew up poor and who genuinely believes he doesn’t deserve to get positive attention, being in a place where he is loved and respected and praised for being himself
where he’s physically and emotionally embraced by other actors who he’s never actually met, where he gets invited to special non-spn panels in recognition of how much he is loved by his fans, where he can just be himself in all his witty, nerdy ridiculous glory
nothing makes me happier
They’re in the middle of a heated argument when it finally happens.
“You left!” Dean explodes suddenly, all pent-up emotion breaking through and tearing down vulnerable walls he spent years building up. They’re all demolished in the span of two broken words. But he’s too angry, too hurt, and can’t bring himself to care.
So he keeps going. “You left me!” he yells. “Every single time, Cas! I told you in Purgatory that I needed you, and what do you do? You fucking leave me. And then in the crypt it happens all over again. I said I needed you, goddammit, and you left me alone and confused without a word.”
Dean’s moving closer to Cas now, unable to stop the words from coming even if he wanted to. They’ve needed to be said for too long now. “I don’t just say stuff like that, Cas. That was a first for me, and I’ve never needed someone like I needed you—still need you—and I was and am fucking terrified, and both time you just up and left. Jesus, man, you could have at least had the good graces to tell me no before going, or even just saying something. You left me and gave me the biggest rejection letter of all time, so yeah, maybe it’s stupid, but excuse me for being a little bit hurt.”
Dean is inches from Cas and Cas is just staring at him, expression unreadable. The silence that follows just makes Dean all the more pissed. “Well,” he bites out through his teeth. “Are you gonna say something? I mean, you know how I feel about you. Or are you just gonna take off?”
And shit, Cas’ façade is breaking and what’s left standing there is an angel who looks so incredibly lost and… sad.
“Great,” Dean mutters, turning his back and beginning to walk away. The last thing he needs is Cas pitying him. That would just be salt in the wound. “Okay then. Go on. Fly. We can pretend it never happened.”
“I love you,” says Cas, his voice made of gravel.
DEAN WINCHESTER AND COLOURS — Y E L L O W
if heaven’s grief brings hells rain;
"What broke the connection?"
And the history books forgot about us
And The Bible didn’t mention us
Not even once.
14/100 fave photos of jared padalecki (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
Dad’s on a hunting trip. And he hasn’t been home in a few days.
And it’s too late now to put out the fire,
Tables turned, and I’m the one who’s burning now